Flutters

I have this overwhelming feeling of guilt with this pregnancy that I am not as aware of it as I was with Darian & Devyn. I'm sure the fact that I have 2 running about all day everyday keeps my mind off of it but the only time I really think about it is in the mirror when I see my belly fast approaching or when I get my weekly updates of where I am at in the timeline of the pregnancy. I am 17 week along (not counting days either) and starting to feel some flutters as I lay in bed at night. I'm sure as the weeks go on I will be more & more aware of the little one growing inside of me but for now it STILL has not sunk in that we will be a family of 5 in a few short months. We have the diagnostic ultrasound on April 6th to see what it will be. :) Then I can officially start planning for it - that will probably help. For now - still a little tired in the mornings but feeling so much better than all the morning sickness with the first 2. The belly is coming full speed ahead as well but once I get out of the 'fat' stage & into the 'pregnant' phase I will post some pics of it. :)